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2010-12-29T22:27:00.000-08:00

FINALLY, I'VE TURNED 17 AT LAST !

NO MORE MOCKING ME OKAY ! :D

Happy birthday to me ! :)

Spent my whole day with Rahman. Just him.

He's back from Langkawi, and today is e first

day we met after so long. hehehe. As soon as

i see him. I said "Welcome back to Sg." and

automatically we hugged for so long and he

asked me "can i cry?" Awww ~ :)

He gave me presents. And guess what..

I cried upon looking at those presents.

Its when he went extra miles to get me the

shirt that i really want from last week. :)

That blue Armani Exchange sleeveless. :)

These are the presents i received from Him. :)

I appreciate it so much dear.. Really

appreciate it. :) We went to City Hall, he suprised

me again ! He brought me to Swensens. :D

And spent close to $60. Excluding the birthday

presents. ahh, i told you, not to spend so much kan.

haiyo ! alright, after some dinner, we have

nowhere to go, and ended up catching movie.

"Tron Legacy" was superb ! i love it !

Overall, i had a great time with him.

Thank you so much dear.

I love you. :)

2010-12-26T10:46:00.000-08:00

Hello, this botak baby is Esyura !

Die daa botak laa ! :D

From 12.00am till 5.00am, chatted

w Rahman over at Facebook. I like ~ :D

And yes ! Nur Esura Dyna.

Yes, she came over to my place.

From 2pm till 10pm. She begin her baby

talk.. Everything. Wow, just 2mths taw !

Half-way through.. Received a call

from Daya, asking for my help on Bio

and Chem. She came over to my area.

Came down for a while, about 2hours,

then went up again. :D

P.S : 1 day plus left. :)

2010-12-25T10:35:00.000-08:00

Its Christmas !

I am a muslim. But i just wanna wish

"Merry Christmas" to those celebrating it.

At night ~

RAHMAN ONLINE ! USING SOME LAPTOP

FROM SOME KAMPONG PEOPLE ! AND

WE WEBCAM !

Before that !

I sleep like a pig. Till

evening. Woke up, and went to catch

movie with Sis and Bro-in-Law.

Gulliver's Travels 3D was AWESOME !

HAHAHAHA ! Catched it at JP,

and home sweet home. :D

P.S : i miss you love. :D

Song for him :

It's not Christmas without you -

Katherine McPhee. :D

2010-12-24T10:18:00.000-08:00

Hello, im going crazy because im missing

Abdul Rahman Yahya ! :(

Okay, what did i do today. Woke up ard 4plus.

Then meet up w daya, since she wants to

ask me some maths questions. Meet up w her

at West Park, called Shiqa, and she came along.

Then we go and have dinner at 815. Thats all

folks. And yes, im wearing Rahman's jacket. :D

Late at night, i was playing fb.. browsing

things and there. I was on the verge of missing

him when i received a notifications from him.

He managed to get the WiFi down there. :)

And hell yes ! We just comment2 siket siket at

facebook. and he have to go. :(

And i break down even more.

Because all these while, he have been there

for me. ALL the time. and now, when he's

suddenly away. I feel myself so lost w/o him.

You know, sometimes, ppl say, distance make

you realise that you really need the person

and truly love them. :)

Have a great chat w Yasniza Mozai. And thats

when she make me realise a few things that

i've been not realising all these while.

Thanks Yasniza. :) ILOVEYOU. :D

P.S : Rahman, i need you. :(

2010-12-23T11:14:00.000-08:00

Meet up w Boify at 10.30am.

Boify was under my void deck from 9.30am.

The time we promised. I overslept. :(

Eat breakfast at Mc D, then chill out

to spend time together before he leaves

Singapore for Langkawi. :)

Im gonna miss you alot baby.

Hope you have a safe journey to and fro.

I will always takecare of myself, dont here.

Please do not worry about me okay.

Remember this : I love you dearly.

Here i am, 4am in the morning.

Didnt able to sleep. All i do now, is hugging

Rahman's jacket. Sigh. Miss you. :)

P.S : Come home fast !

2010-12-21T04:48:00.000-08:00

Its a super great movie. Nearly made me cry.

Catched this movie at Jurong Point, 3.05pm show

with Shiqa and Rahman. :D After e movie, Nazif came

to Jurong Point and meet up w us. Aimless direction,

we went to Vivo City since Nazif wished to survey

some things. :) Then, we chill out. :) I wasnt in a good

mood due to some internal conflict within myself.

Headed home, reached home ard 10.15pm.

I've been going out almost every single day, till

mum and dad didnt allow me to go home late. boohoo.

Dearest, im sorry ehh for my attitude. I miss you. :(

P.S : hot-temp attitude sucks big time. :)

2010-12-20T11:20:00.000-08:00

TODAY, I VERY THE HAPPY !

ONE OF MY WISHES COME TRUE !

AT LAST, BOYFRIEND BOUGHT THIS PHONE.

TOGETHER, SAME COLOUR. WEE !

WE GOT THE 'J' LAA. :D

COUPLE PHONE. :D HUHUHU !

Meet up w daya today, at library. She's studying

for the upcoming test on 28th and 29th Dec '10.

Okay, BoonLay Sec is getting weirder each day.

Since when test will be held on such days ? =.=

Meet up with her, ard 3pm. And Rahman came and

meet us at JP. Accompanied Daya, ate at KFC.

And off-ed to lepak at West Park area.

He sent me home ard 10pm. Home sweet home.

Taken during lepak session. Cute aint he ? :)

P.S : yadadadad, im happy. :D

2010-12-19T22:52:00.000-08:00

Today is Nur Esyura Dyna's baby shower.

Its been a long time since i last saw her.

Eventhough its just 2weeks. ttp lame okay !

Waiting for her to stay over at my crib this

coming 2011 starting January. :)

Headed to Woodlands, to attend

the baby shower invitation. blablabla.

oh yes, on the way home. In train, i caught

a migrain because this uncle's mouth smells

so bad that seriously, i got a huge huge heavy

headache. Thank ehh uncle. -.-" But its okay !

A good news ! Dad and Mum bought me a

new handphone. Nokai X5-01. huhuhu.

I gotten the blue one ! yay !

Soon, Rahman buying the same too. :D

Our wish is to have the same handphone.

Please, buy soon okay ? :)

Im waiting. :D

P.S : Im still not used to this phone. :)

2010-12-18T02:01:00.000-08:00

How about this ?

I dont wish to entertain people that

doesnt know e full story.

Before blaming me and calling me a

bitch, take the tour ard mirror shop.

She secretly contacted him, sending

him messages at facebook. Why must

she do that ? In the first place, do she

have respect for me, that are clearly

his girlfriend ? She is the one that

came back suddenly, messaging him

at facebook first. How am i supposed

to react ? Cause i am trying to understand

her. Let him go for her. And plus,

i couldnt get over my past too.

People, please your facts right.

Which girl would like it, if her boyfriend's

ex came back and messaged him

and all while she's w him ? Tell me about it, ppl.

Tell me. :)

Yes, i broke off with him, and try to let him

be with you. But he said to me, no matter

how hard he tried, he dont have faith

in you and him already. And as days passed,

he couldnt exactly get over me. How am i

supposed to deal w that ? C'mon. I let

you have the chance to contact him. But he

himself tell me that you aint showing that you

truly need him. You guys didnt contact everyday.

Yes, my previous ex, that i told you that i couldnt

get over him. Remember ? Him and I tried to get this

back on track. Yet, it didnt work out. But things

are really working out between me and Mann.

Mann himself said to you, he dont want anymore

than friends. I do hope he got it clear for you.

He aint giving you false hope. He did tell you,

he got no more faith already.

So how ? Now clearly get the full story. :)

People, i want you to read this side story of mine.

I wont say sorry, because i dont know where is my

fault.

I wrote this, not being angry or whatsoever. But

please, get the story right. Not blaming anyone either.

I dont wish to lose my friends due to this nonsensical

mutual misunderstandings. :)

Hey girl, i was once close to you. I didnt mean to

hurt you either. Things happened. Its not as if, i

took him away from you. You guys have broke off

long ago. So babe, if you wanna continue hating

me, so be it. I dont mind. Cause i were you,

i would be disappointed too. :)

I wrote this, to clear things. Not to see anymore

stupid things on fb. :) I wrote this with peace,

so i dont expect a war anymore.

Thank you for reading. :)

2010-12-16T01:47:00.000-08:00

Hell yes, the Love revived. Today, 2plus am in the

morning. :D

Mann : Sayang, sudi tak you terime i sebagai

teman lelaki you sekali lagi ? :D

Kiki : okay, if i cakap "iloveyou" 1 time, means rejected.

If 2 times, i accept. Within 3mins. Huhuhu ~ :D

2 minutes passed*

Kiki : iloveyou. :)

2minutes 30seconds*
Kiki : iloveyou. :) ahaaa ! :P

Actually, he ran out of ideas. -.-" but takper, sweet.

Yes, i spent my day today with these two people.

Hazwan and Rahman. My two bestfriends. :D

Ina and Shiqa arent able to join us. So, its okay laa. :)

Ate lunch at Pizza Hut. Catched up some stories.

Walked ard JP since Hazwan want to get some

present for his classmate for Christmas. Swapping

of presents. :D Best ehh. :D

Hazwan went home, while Rahman and I chill out.

Bumped into Syed and Gf. :)

Then home sweet home. :)

P.S : im in love. yes.

2010-12-12T01:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ELIZABETH ! :D

Its Elizabeth's birthday ! :D

Was invited to a chalet. :) Went to Pasir Ris,

some Bungalow chalet held by Eliz's family.

Went there with Tee Yong, Hazreena, Bryan and

Justin. :) Narmadha, Phone and Wendell couldnt

make it. sadded. Okay, nvm. We had a great time.

Since they BBQ some porks. Eliz's family ordered

for me and Hazreena pizzas from The Ritez.

Im not so sure of the spelling. huhu ~ :D

Had fun, playing playground, climbing a pyramid,

and most of all, PILLOW FIGHT ! Trust me, i got

a bad migrain after that. :D Thanks to them for

banging my head. Headed home, reached JP ard

10.30pm, where Abdul Rahman is waiting for me.

He sent me home. Home sweet home.

P.S : thank you, mann. :)

2010-12-11T01:34:00.000-08:00

Have not been updating for the past one week.

Due to MST. Afterall, MST was fine. :D

I just did some careless mistakes. :)

Okay ! Today ! take a break from MST,

holiday starts ! And ! Rahman, Syafiq, Yasniza

and I went to the Zoo ! :D

Yes, 11 Dec' 10. People go Zouk Out, we

go ZOO out. :P huhu ! Meet up ard 9plus.

Take our own sweet time, at JP, ate and all.

Reached ZOO ard 1.30pm. Blablabla. Till 6pm.

Syafiq has to go to his aunt house. So, Rahman,

Yasniza and I headed back to Jurong. Ate at Gek Poh,

since JP's KFC is damn packed. :D

Sent Yasniza home. I got home. And tadaaa ! :P

P.S : im tired. huhu ~ ! :D

2010-12-05T07:35:00.000-08:00

Gay boys on webcam. :D Rascal won 4th ! *Ju is the coach!*

Formal shot.

Okay, first picture was taken when i was webcaming

with them from about 1am to 6am ! Rahman sleeps

at SMS's crib because its easier to wake up or something.

Then, 6.30am, meet up with Rascal and off to Tampines.

7-A-Side U19 Tournament, here Rascals come !

CONGRATULATION to WEST SIDERS !

BSP WON 2ND,

BANZAI UNITED WON 3RD,

and RASCALS WON 4TH !

THEY MADE WEST-SIDERS PROUD !

Awesome, eventhough the weather is super hot, but

its okay laa ~ Is it worthwhile. :) Soon, after the tournament,

they washed up and we went to eat at KFC near Tampines

Mall. After that, me and Mann went to Tampines Mall to

get some super glue for my slipper. :D Mus lost his wallet. :(

SMS nearly lose his wallet in MRT when Hilmi ran inside

and take it before the door closes. :) Home sweet home at

8.30pm. Studied for a while, since tomorrow is MST

starts.

28hours, got stucked with Rahman. hahahahah !

4pm to 12am on 4th Dec '10, we went out.

1am to 6am on 5th Dec '10, we webcam-ed.

6.30am to 8.30pm on 5th Dec '10, we went out again.

Yes, whole weekend. :D

P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY, DAYA ! :D

2010-12-04T07:23:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday, Syed Muhd Syafiq ! :D

Basically, secret plan with Yasniza, we suprised

SMS ! Yas passed me all the things before meeting

SMS and we suprised him from behind over

at Vivo after Yas & SMS had their lunch at Pastamania.

Some Rascals couldnt make it, because they were busy

working or studying for upcoming test, i guess. :)

Bought him cake. Buy helium balloon and suprised !

Nasib ehh sms tak nanges. :D Aku tawu kau nk nanges.

After some mini celebrations, went over to Banquet to

eat. And I have my KWAY TEOW ! :P hahahahaha !

Oh yes, Fareez texted me, saying that he's behind me.

I turned behind and waved happily. :P hahahah !

its been 8months since i last saw him. :D

After dinner, went to Orchard to meet Syarmmimie Roza

and friends. Since its Mimie's birthday too. :D

Blablablablabla ~ :D Home sweet home. At 12am.

P.S : Dont mess with me, bitch. :)

2010-12-02T07:20:00.000-08:00

Test after test. Chinese Oral was okay. :D

Dip-plus, Calculus test sucks big time. :D

Otw home, i crapped alot with this girl. :D

P.S : my life is full of laughter. :D

2010-11-27T07:13:00.000-08:00

In relation to Syed Nasri's birthday on 25th Nov '10.

We celebrated it at Marina Barrage, on 27th Nov '10.

Kite-flying activity. Yes, that bird is my kite with Rahman.

And guess what, harap je burung, tapi tak boleh terbang. =.=

2hours plus, different people try to fly it, but to no avail. :(

In e end, we play Syafiq's kite. :D And and, we had a great time.

Dinner at Popeye. Lovelovelove. :D

P.S : muaks muaks ! :D

2010-11-24T09:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MUHD. IDRIS !

MY BROTHER ! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES

COME TRUE ! THIS YEAR IS DIFFERENT,

YOU CELEBRATE IT WITH YOUR DAUGHTER

AND WIFE. ALL THE BEST.

ILOVEYOU. :D

2010-11-23T08:44:00.000-08:00

Alright, today was superb. I learnt alot.

School ended at 11am, 2classes were cancelled.

So, school started at 10 and ended at 11am. Pathetic.

Hahaha ! Went breakfast with mum, bought a pair of

slippers, and off-ed to library to study alone. Meet up with

Mann, Sms and Hilmi at library. Then off-ed to Mc d, Nazif

came along.

Sad Incident : this makcik came and gave each of us, a free

ice-cream each. She said, today is her birthday, shes 50.

Shes going for an operation tomorrow. Suddenly, Mann

cried as the makcik told the story. So, in the end, we sat

together with the makcik. Deena and Yas came along.

Sit together gether, she begin tell her story.. She told us,

how difficult is her life, how her husband left her, and

all the sufferings she went through, her daughter went

through also. Seriously, she has a sad life.. I just hope

she survived tomorrow's operation. I just hope she'll

have a better life with her family very soon. :)

2010-11-20T23:27:00.000-08:00

SP BP MENTORING 15th ANNIVERYSARY.

Haz and I were the Usherers. :D So ya.

After the event, went to Saloon...

Tadaaaa ~ !
Shiqa accompanied me to the Saloon,
Soon, off-ed to Lot1, bazaar, then back to
JP, ate at Ananas Cafe. Then off-ed to GekPoh
to meet some rascals. :D Great time spent !
After for the past 4Saturdays im stucked at home,
alas, something new this Saturday. :D

P.S : not enough sleep ~ D:

2010-11-19T11:21:00.000-08:00

Slept at 4am, to finish up my assignments,

and its worthwhile, cause i got 3 out of 4

research right ! yay ! okayokay, enough.

Yes, today. After school, i meet my babies.

Who else right, Shiqa and Ina. We made a crap

parody.. "You belong with me", check my fb

for the video and more pictures. :D

P.S : enjoy ! :D

2010-11-18T11:13:00.000-08:00

Hazreena's two fingers.

School was normal.

Incident : Clamped by toilet door.

We ran for the toilet, she tried to overtake me,

and cover my way but putting her fingers in between

the next door toilet, when another person went in

and closed the door w/o realising her fingers was

there. Yes, thats what happened to haz's two fingers.

The door was fully closed. Its hard to describe

the incident. Its just that, when the person open the

door, it tears off her skin.. And she's having difficulty

in writing and using laptop. Trying her best. I was

her 'part-time' paramedic. Ahh, dont want to remember

the incident. Its disgusting and painful.

Haz, i hope you're okay.

P.S : Im sorry, Haz..

2010-11-17T23:07:00.000-08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA HAJI !

Every year, Hari Raya is a special to everyone.

But this year, its extra special. Nur Esyura Dyna

is on Earth to celebrate Hari Raya Haji with us

beginning from this year. :D Nothing much, just

spend time with family.

P.S : May all Muslims enjoy themselves today.

2010-11-16T22:49:00.000-08:00

K1 Alert. -.-" Dont mind those people

that actually interfered this picha. hahaha.

School ended at 5pm, since tomorrow is public

holiday. Me, Mann, Mus and Sms decided to

go for pool for 3 hours. So ya, went to pool, and

home. :D Im tired. I've been sleeping late lately.

Due to truckloads of homework. :D

P.S : Congrats Khiriah. Fuck my life !

2010-11-16T03:00:00.000-08:00

A picture taken at New Zealand. :D

Its 3am in the morning, and i cant sleep. So here i am.

For the past few hours, i've been staring at my homework,

eating Twisties and drinking Coke. In the end, out of 8qns,

i did about 4 and half. Will continue tomorrow. Some things

are seriously bothering my mind tonight..

Dear Blog,

You know what, I dont know till when i will run away

from the fact that i need him in my life. I keep denying it,

for some fucking reasons. I cant go on like this. Maybe its

true that i cant live without him. Maybe two is better than one.

The situation is getting more complicated as days passed.

I dont know if i have that much strengths as i did last time.

I am afraid to make decisions. I mean, everyone is afraid

to make the wrong decisions. But we have to take the risks.

The whole main point is, for now, in this situation, i am

not ready to take the risk. In a few days time, a night will be

spend.. Im just an insecure girl that need constant assurance.

Okay, goodnight..

Ya Allah, tunjukkan jalanmu. :')

2010-11-15T06:28:00.000-08:00

Phone, is a very handsome guy and so cute

whenever he's so blur. Hahaha !

*Narm coloured her lecture book with highlighter*

Phone : ehh ! how come your one got colour one arh?
Haz : oh ! she paid extra $10 for the colours ! *sarcastically*

(However, Phone believes Haz's word)

Phone : Tee yong ! Tee yong ! You see Narmadha's book,

she paid extra $10 for the colour !!

*Tee yong turned and look at Phone, giving -.-" face*

Tee yong : Are you an idiot ?! Are you retarded ?!

Phone : Hey dude ! She paid for $10 just for that small parts

of colour okay !
*All laughed, Phone blank*

Tee yong : Dude, Narmadha coloured it with highlighter.

Phone : ohhh ~

School ended at 12.30pm. After school, chills, play taiti

till 2pm. Go home, i slept from 3 to 8pm. :D Woke up,

eat, tv and here i am, trying to do my tutorials. Bye ! :D

P.S : i am who i am.

2010-11-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

I went here today.

Little Guilin, Bukit Batok Town Park.

Whoever think im joking and

think that this place is somewhere from other

country, get your ass off and find this place.

I love to go here, just to sit and free my mind

from problems upon looking at those

calm waters. :D

P.S : A cat named "Gatal". -.-"

2010-11-12T08:37:00.000-08:00

Today is Friday ! And its why im so happy.

Because weekend is approaching !

OhOh, i got 4hours break.

Attended lecture from 10 to 11. Catched

RED movie with my sp friends, at Tiong

Bahru plaza. :D Movie ended at ard 2plus,

headed back to school and on time for class at 3. :D

Our project, lauch an egg, from 4th floor.

Using five items that we've chosen and teacher given us.

We chosen balloon, plastic bag, masking tape, straw and

treasury tag. :D Guess what, my group's egg only crack, doesnt

crack. yay ! One group, didnt break at all. Another two, break. :D

After school, lepak with my babies, Eka, Ina, and Shiqah at

West Park when Ayul came along and joined us. :D

Went home first, and rest. Toodles ! :D

P.S : i like the way you flick your hair. ^.^

2010-11-11T08:13:00.000-08:00

Just some inside jokes, Sp friends. :D

*in lecture room*

*Ki and Haz busy talking some nonsense

language. Tamil plus Myanmar*

*Eliz talking about her TP*

Phone : guys, you going to see me take license.

Narms : no need laa, you will mount all roads,

thinking that its Myanmar road. hahahahah !

*in dip-plus class, teacher explaining something

to me, while Hazreena busy singing campfire

songs, slowly begin to sing loudly..*

Teacher : yes hazreena ?

Hazreena : huh ? nothing sir. *giggles*

*Hazreena keep on giggling* -.-"

*Teacher trying to explain to me.....*

Teacher : its so distracting, to see her giggling

beside you..

Ki : i understand, sir. hahahahahah !

P.S : smile smile smile !

2010-11-09T07:46:00.000-08:00

I miss my this hair. :(

okay, today ehh.

*talking about my ex-es*
Narmadha : be single, until you find the right one.

Bryan : yes !

Eliz : You rushed into things, dont rush.

*talking while walking*
Ki : i am interested in malay guys,

Hazreena is interested in chinese guys. oh god.

Obviously she like chinese, mainland mah.

Bryan : ya laa, hahahahahah !
*Eliz laughing too*

*Haz ran towards Narms*
Haz : INDIA ~~ !!

hahahahahahahahaha !

i got great friends. ^.^

P.s : maybe its true..

2010-11-07T05:42:00.000-08:00

From left, Arep, Ahyol and Kiki. :)
Picture taken at Apple shop, Macbook.

Yes, went out with them today. Since I want

Kway Teow so much, they brought me to Causeway

Point since they said, its nicer than Vivo's banquet.

So ya, headed there by bus, eat and went home by

train. Off they go to takraw. I went home. :D

Im here to talk about my feelings :

Basically, im a normal girl. With feelings and everything. Im trying to change, from being a jealous person to someone trying to understand every word you're saying and your past. Its not easy for me to really change. Its no one's fault. I want you to understand that im jealous whenever you talked about other girls. I dislike it whenever i heard that you once loved this girl, that girl. But you know, i tried to understand, i want to be someone that you can count on. I want to be someone that you are comfortable in sharing everything with. I want to be the one that are always for you. Two sides of my feelings. One says "be jealous", another one says "be patient, at least he's willing to share and not hiding anything". I think, i rather follow the positive one, but at times, the feeling of jealousy is seriously taking over my positive thinking. While you're away to get some things, i took your iPod and see the photos. Yes, it does hurt me to see your pictures with some girls. But what can i do. You aint my boyfriend. I do not want to make a big fuss out of it, and destroy the day just because of the pictures that you keep. So, i rather keep quiet and smile when you're sitting in front of me, talking about your past and present. About girls waiting for you. Im trying hard to understand. Trust me, its not your fault to talk about those girls. Its just me. I am trying to deal with these jealousy and replace it with some positive attitude thinking. Its not your fault. I am glad that you share with me all these things, because at least i know what is happening in your life rather than knowing nothing. Am i right ? Suddenly, my mood swing, its just because im having some internal conflict with myself. Fighting my jealousy and worry attitude. Thats all. :) Dont take this post as something that would make you stop telling me things. As much as you want me to change into becoming an optimist, give me time. :D Continue telling me stories, im all ears. I am always here. :)

I dont want to be the No 1. I want to be the only one.

We argue, at the end of the day, i still love you..

P.S : Last two years, today's date, everything was totally different. :(

2010-11-06T11:06:00.000-07:00

Seriously, i have a sad life nowadays. hahahaha !

Congratulation ! Im stucked at home, for

the past 3 Saturdays ! But yknow, i think

its more peaceful and better to stay at home.

Cause maybe im still tired with school and

when weekend comes, i just want to stay home and

rest. All i do on saturdayS is, computer, movies

at computer, sleep. Hell yea. But its relaxing !

For the past how many years, i've been going out

on every Saturday. Not anymore now. Because slowly,

the places of interest in Singapore is getting more

dull and easy said, boring ~ Everytime someone

ask me, any plans ? Seriously, i blanked out.

No more plans ~ bleahss ~ I just feel im becoming

more of a good girl. okay bye, im crapping. :D

P.S : WAN TELOR, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

2010-11-05T10:59:00.000-07:00

Well, im so happy today. I managed to

spend my public holiday with my loved ones.

First, woke up, JP, eat then watched "House Of Wax"

at lappy. The movie is violent and disgusting.

Went over to brother's mother-in-law

to visit sis-in-law and Esyura ! Shes getting

cuter and cuter. Oh god. :D Couldnt stop kissing

her. Wow, maseh bau baby. :D

P.S : iloveyou, my niece Esyura.

2010-11-04T10:47:00.000-07:00

Calculus, i swear is killing me.

But its okay, i will try to give my best shot. :)

Ended school at 8plus pm. Thought want to

meet Rahman to pass his MP3, since he left

it with me the other day. But cancelled and

i meet up with Shiqa, Eka and Naziera at JP.

Ina wasnt there, maybe busy with school.
Last minute call, Nazif came down, chills

at outside Coffee Bean till 11pm. Went home

sweet home.

P.S : i wish to change into a better person.

No more insecurity nor stubborness.

2010-11-01T23:24:00.000-07:00

Well, today. I skipped lecture from 5 to 6.

Meet w mann at jp, and off to meet ina and

shiqah at jp. Chilling till dusk. Went home.

Homework homework homework, lai lai.

P.S : Sorry for neglecting you.

2010-10-31T23:19:00.000-07:00

Marina Bay Sands..

Beautiful place, beautiful scenery.

Rahman brought me here today. :D

2010-10-30T06:46:00.000-07:00

Basically, i spent my saturday with only this girl.

Hazreena Nuron.

Went for flag-day at ard 8plus am at Dhoby Ghaut.

Oh ya, an incident. A maniac stopped Haz and

started talking about how his ex wife cheater on him,

how he travelled around the world to find girls, and

he passed his number to Haz, to ask Haz to help him

to pass his number to any Haz's friends that would be

interested. Like seriously ?! Haz called me and told

me that she's so scared. So on the way to meet her again.
A black man, i think Indian, stopped me and begin talking.

He seems like a maniac. He asked me, is there any water-cooler

or a pipe nearby. He wants to drink water. He pointed to Haz,

and asked, is that your friend, and i was like yea..

Something fishy ehh. And before i walked away from him,
he asked whether am i christian or muslim ?! so i look like

i am a christian ?! like helllllooooo !

So i was thinking, maybe this man got to do with Haz

being afraid of something. Catch up with Haz, and ya, she's

afraid of that man. And she passed me a paper, written,

that guy's phone number, house address. Oh ya, he's a M'sian.

I threw the paper and we stopped doing flag-day since Haz

want to calm down herself for a while..

Went home, and told Mum and Dad about this incident.

Dad eventually asked me, why i dont report to police.

Ya, another job to do. M-A-L-A-S.

And now, currently im stucked with computer.

P.S : ahh ~ some people are busy with halloween events,

im stuck and lonely at home. :(

2010-10-29T23:30:00.000-07:00

Muke kite mcm same tak ? hahahaha !
In this picture, we are abit too close.

We got nothing on okay. Kite dua single. :D

He's my brother, bestfriend.

Dia laa Rahman. :D

Oh oh, after school, i meet Rahman.

Go eat, lepak sekejap, then go home. :D

Arep artpark, asked me to go with him

this dinner at Marina Bay Sands, nxt week.
The function is actually birthday party. Hmm, i dont
know whether i should go or not. See how laa ehh friend.
Aku takder pape or tak mls, aku teman kau k badot. :D

This particular someone, ask me this one

question which leads to a serious topic between

us. I expect changes. Not going to say much.

Cause i've made it clear through the messages. :)

P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK RAHMAN ! :D

2010-10-28T05:48:00.000-07:00

Okay, one short post. About my classmate's

funny incident. Which i dont mention the name.

*in lecture theatre*

*That person(TP) talking, bad breath*
Khiriah : hey, your bad breath.... is quite bad..
I mean, before anyone else tell you, better i tell you.
Haz, clorets ~
*Hazreena passed her clorets sweet*
*TP ate like half of it, about 10 tablets !*
*All are laughing*

After some time ~
TP : omg, i feel like im commiting suicide. its so
minty... arh shit...
Phone : i think we are going to die, due to excessive

Carbon Monoxide(refering to the bad breath).
Khiriah : Carbon Monoxide, odourless. no smell. how ?
Phone : change it to Ammonia then !
*Laugh and laugh*

*After having the sweets, TP blow his breath

to me, and its much better i think* :)

The funny incident, about TP feel like he's

commiting suicide. and Phone said TP's bad

breath smell like Ammonia's gas. In case some

people doesnt know, Ammonia's gas smells really

bad. hahahahaha ! - This is the reason why i posted

this post, because its funny. Imagine it.

Seriously my dear friend, when

i tell you about your bad breath, i dont mean to mock

and make fun of you. Dont get me wrong okay. :D
I just dont want you to get criticise or someone else

that tell you about it. Later you embarrased more.

Oh ya, as usual, ended school late. :D

P.S : I would never want to forget those

funny incident that me and my friends went

through. :D

2010-10-25T11:33:00.000-07:00

Last minute plan ! Ding dong ! SHEESHA !
I ended school at 1pm. Since no one has any plan,

me and Hazreena decided to go to Jurong Point,

since Hazreena's mum nk Old Chang Kee. :D

Supposed to meet Mann, cause he wants to pass me

the VapoDrops that he bought for me at his school.
But cancel, cause things are like rushing for us.

But last minute call by Daya. Asked me to accompany

her go Bugis with her cousin and her cousin's friend.
So i agreed, and out we go ! :D

Daya & Kiki

They want to go sheesha ~ so ya. Oh ya !
Meet Mairah and Faizal. :D

She is daya's cousin and faizal is Mairah's friend.
Oh ya ! She's pretty ! :D
Reached sheesha's place at 5plus pm. Blablabla.
Have some small talk, and we left the place at 8pm.
Me and Daya headed to Raffles Hospital's banquet.
Hungry ghost. :D While Mairah and Faizal went home.
Eaten, trained to Boon Lay where we meet Mann, as he
is free and willing to come down and send me, the
Vapodrops. :D After that, we went home, and i reached
home at 11pm. Got scolded by dad. -.-" i know. Weekdays.
I shouldnt be going out. Sorry dad. :D

2010-10-24T10:55:00.000-07:00

Im still sick, yet i still go lepak. How ?
So bored, at 8plus pm. Called Mann, he never pick up.
Called Mustaqim, and he said, Mann, Hilmi, Syuk
at SAFRA. Game game game. Tried calling Mann again,
still he never pick up. So, i call Syuk, Syuk pick up ! He
said, he's at Artpark with An'6, SMS, Riduan telor, and
asked me to join them. So i joined them. Soon, Mann,
Hilmi and Mus giler came. Lepak tb till 10plus pm.
Home Sweet Home. :D

2010-10-23T10:37:00.000-07:00

This is what a girl, that is down with
fever + sore throat + flu, was doing

when she got stucked at home on
SATURDAY.

2010-10-22T11:42:00.000-07:00

Class at 3-5 cancelled. So, we had lecture, from only 10-11am.

And yea ! My voice is currently deeper than Justin's bieber voice !

how ?! Decided to catch Paranormal Activity 2, after school with Mann.

But sudden attack, plan cancelled because yknow..

im down with fever. ah fuck ! went home, eat medicine,

and sleep ! Sleep wake up, eat, eat medicine, sleep. :D

P.S : sorry mann !

2010-10-21T11:34:00.000-07:00

It started off with thursday, in the morning,

my throat begin to feel like how ehh. pain here and there laa.

Senang kate, sore throat. :D Whatever it is, today still going to school !

Oh ya ! played with Helium balloon ! suck the gas and talk.. Cheeky voice.

Check out my fb for the video. <3

So yar. School ended at 8plus pm today, due to some extra class

of my dip-plus. :D Mann fetched me at Jp, and sent me home.

See, told you ! we're still in good condition ! :D

Go home, bath, and sleep !

P.S : thanks for the care and concern, bro. :D

2010-10-18T11:23:00.000-07:00

School starts, and im so fucking hate it ! ahhh !

after so long weeks of holiday, why must it come to an end !

Mummmyyyy ! Its over !!!! :D

But its okay, at least my poly friends are one of the best cliques. :D

Met A. in the evening. Since he wants to talk about something.
Meet him up at Lot1. so yar. Talked about some things.. Reach Jp, meet

Ahyol. And home sweet home.

Korang tqmau pedih pedih k. :(

P.S : i hate fights !

2010-10-16T11:28:00.000-07:00

16th October '10, Nur Esyura Dyna.

My beautiful niece. Hey dear, welcome to Earth.

Alhamdullilah, Allah S.W.T gave me a nice and beautiful niece.

Grow up to be a girl with values, strong, beautiful and gentle okay !

Sent sis-in-law to Thomson Medical Centre at ard 8plus am.

She gave birth at 3plus pm. Get to see the baby at 7pluspm.

Eventhough its tiring and i keep on sleeping while waiting her.

Its worthwhile. Aku da jadi makcik ! yay ! :D

2010-10-15T11:06:00.000-07:00

14th Oct '10. Vogue Halloween Party at St. James Powerhouse.

Meet up with Mann to pass something, then off to vivo to meet

Tee Yong, Justin, Bryan, Narmadha, Phone. Had our dinner, and off-ed

to powerhouse.

15th Oct '10. Party all night, till 3plus am. Took cab to Clarke Quay

and crap crap crap. At 7plus, we took train to Chua Chu Kang, to

have breakfast there. Cause im taking my things from Mann at 10am.

So then, after done w taking things and classmates went home, i went home

too. Planned with Mann to catch "Life as we know it" at Jurong Point.

Eventhough im tired, i dont like to paitao laa okay. So ya. The movie was great !

Superb ! i love it ! :D

P.S : enjoy enjoy.

2010-10-10T11:03:00.000-07:00

10th October 2010. - 10/10/10.

A. asked me out, so yea. We spend our 101010 together.

Went to vivo, then eat, movie "The Switch", and home sweet home.

P.S : Look at us, everyday we're running, everyday we're late.

This is what they call, the Human Race. <3>

2010-10-04T11:18:00.000-07:00

Im happy ! Cause first semester, my GPA, is 3.611 !

2As, 1b+ and 1b. :D i like i like i like !

Applying for diploma-plus..

Hopefully im constant. :D

Amin ~

2010-10-03T10:51:00.000-07:00

Im just so sorry that it ended this way. Maybe things are better

this way. I just hope for your happiness. Thats all.

Go run for your second chance. :) You will always have me around

like how it used to, a sister, a bestfriend. Dont let this breakup,

affect our friendship okay. :')

Serious ehh, kalau dektu prangai pepek lagi, confirm kene pnye. :D

Prangai tqmau pepek k girl.

2010-10-02T10:44:00.000-07:00

Boyfriend's plan is to bring me to Singapore Science Centre.

Cute kan ! hahahahahah ! Well, due some problem about time

management, we cancelled the plan. And went to Orchard.

Walk walk. Then go to City Hall. Went to eat at Poppeye at S'pore Flyer.
Soon, after dinner, we chill out at the water fountain near S'pore Fyler.

Then we headed back to Boon Lay, since Mus and Khai nk maen pool at

Safra. So yea. :D Played pool from 10plus to 11plus. :D

Home Sweet Home. <3

P.S : Thanks for spending time with me, eventhough you're having

fever. I appreciate all your efforts and time you've spent with me.

Remember this, i love you. ARY. <3

2010-09-27T10:36:00.000-07:00

Today, 27th Sep '10. Decided not to meet him since we've

been meeting for the past 3 consecutive days. But in e end,

i called him to ask him to accompany me go eat at Sakura !

He agreed ! and i bring my lappy along. After had our meal at Sakura,

we went to Coffee Bean. Cause we planned to watch ''pirahna".

Buy a drink and sit there for two hours, watching the show.

Omg ! its so violence ! Singapore's cinema is going to showcase soon !

But too bad, me and Rahman daa tgk ! nyeh nyeh nyeh ! :P

We went home happily. <3

P.S : thanks for hugging throughout the show <3>

2010-09-26T10:31:00.000-07:00

Meet boyfriend and chill out. <3

P.S : thank for all the love. :D

2010-09-25T10:13:00.000-07:00

We're not tired after the whole day of raye ystdy !

We went out to Vivo. Eat lunch at Banquet. Chill out rooftop,

walked around. then catched movie at 7plus.
Catched Resident Evil : Afterlife.
After movie, 9plus, had our dinner at KFC, habour front.

Home sweet home. <3

P.S : iloveyou. :D

2010-09-24T09:58:00.000-07:00

This year, hari raya, raya with rascal. How ? :D
With My boyfriend, Rahman sommore ! :D

It started off with Rahman fetching me under the void deck,

and go to TB, waiting for the rest. Smue star karat ehh.

And bla bla bla, off to raye raye raye. Reached home, 1am.

Boyfriend sent me. Thanks Honey. <3

P.S : awesome raye ! :D

2010-09-20T09:49:00.000-07:00

Hey hoy ! We spent 12hours together. <3

Dearest fetched me under my void deck at 9am, and we had our

breakfast at Long John Silver. Soon, Mus txted and asked if we want to tag

along to pool at Arena. Since we got nothing on, we agreed. After 2hours of

pool session, we went to bowling at Chevrons, 2 games. And i keep losing.
Rahman, Mustaqim and Syafawani Amira so goooodddd ! waaaa ~
After bowling, Mus and Wani went home, while me and Mann headed to IMM.
Had our dinner at Banquet. Talked about something serious.

Love, Thank you. <3

P.S : Bruno Mars.

2010-09-16T09:27:00.000-07:00

Yes ! Currently, in love with Abdul Rahman Yahya.
16/09/10. yeah yeah. Bestfriends for 3years, and

currently in love as lovers. :D Lucky im in love with my bestfriends..

hahahahaha ! Let me talk about the day.

Firstly, we decided to go to East Coast Park, to release stress.

Cause both of us are done with our exams. hahaha. Called Shiqa, to tag along.

Buy some famous amos cookie for Shiqa since her birthday is ystdy.

Meet Shiqa At Bedok MRT station. Blablabla, sitting at the breakwater.

When suddenly, i want to go to toilet ! Mann !!! temannn !!!

Went to Mac d toilet. Luar Mac d..

Mann : ade something pat rambot ? *taking something out from

my hair and open the paper written " I LOVE YOU " on it.
Kiki : hahahahah ! sweet pee ! wow, daa siap kan ? *kening up*

Suweeeeeettttt !

As we're walking along the seashore, sunset.. 6.30pm..
when he pulled me closer to him...

Mann : would you be mine ?
*kiki blushed se-blushed blushed nye*

Kiki : okay, if i give you... 3pecks, meaning, yes.. if 2pecks, reject..
*First peck*

*Second peck~~~*
*THIRD PECK !*
*He hugged me*

There is goes. we ended our single-hood sweetly. :D

P.S : Bestfriends to Boyfriend. <3>

2010-09-10T10:11:00.000-07:00

Salam Aidilfitri to all !

Segala salah dan dosa khiriah, maafkan ehh. <3>

sorry, this year, sadded. tak jalan mane mane.

k bye !

P.S : im rotting at home.

2010-09-01T09:24:00.000-07:00

you know what, every single night, you call.

i pick up. we talked craps for hours.

we put down. we go to sleep. the cycle keep repeating.

but you know, i love it. you never fail to make me smile. :D

P.S : When you call ;

2010-08-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

I always tell myself that i would keep myself going,

be strong for what happens. I am trying. Trying my best in fact.

My fever dragged to two weeks ! I couldnt fast for a week plus.

Get well soon, body. :( Thanks for the get well soon wishes, on fb. :D

Psst. Currently, im close to someone, Just dont be shock. :D
He's so nice. :D

P.S : i like you too. ^.^

2010-08-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday, Singapore. :D
Well, i managed to run away from my sadness for a day.

These people cheers me up alot. Thanks ehh guys.

ahh ! i caused so much trouble, due to my fever !

Sorry guys !!!!!!!! Thanks to Rahman especially, for

taking care of me. And some that take turn to carry my handbag.

P.S : Great time.

2010-08-08T08:30:00.000-07:00

Okay ! KITE BREAK UP LAGI ! on 08/08/10.

Basically, this time, the breakup reason is due to "seriousness".

He doesnt want to be serious now. I just dont want to describe more.

Heart pain pain. k bye. D:

P.s : enough.

2010-06-08T08:15:00.000-07:00

Arif Zulfiqqar.
We got back together for the fifth time, on 08/06/10.

This time round, GFs want to give him another chance

to prove himself. :D thanks girlfriends. <3

P.S : hope it last this time round.

2010-05-26T08:12:00.000-07:00

Happy sweet 17th, Hazreena Nuron. :D

Didnt some suprise for her over at hilltop library. <3

Sorry babe, nothing much. :D

2010-05-10T08:45:00.000-07:00

Sister's wedding on 09th May '10 was a blast !
Semoga bahagie ke anak cucu okay. <3>

Happily Ever After.

Thanks to all yang help alot with this bombastic wedding.

Appreciate alot. Sis, iloveyou. Enjoy your holiday at Maldives okay.

P.S : when is my turn ? *day-dream*

2010-05-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

DBA/03. 2010/2011.

Welcome to Singapore Poly, Khiriah. :D

My wish came true. Having to enter polytechnic and be in my

dream course, which is Business Administration. :D
Thank Allah S.W.T, Alhamdullilah. :)

Once again, thanks for all the support family and friends..
Not forgetting teachers of Boon Lay Sec. School.

I love them. <3

Anw, its been a long time since i post something.

P.S : i've broken up with Arif Zul on 22/03/10. Failed for the fourth time.

2010-02-18T11:13:00.000-08:00

Im fucked up at home. Im facing alot of internal

conflicts. Went out and meet up w lex at HQ. Ate

chocolate to calm myself down. Im stressed up.

Chocolate is the medicine ! -.-"

Chill pill gitu laa. Ard 8, the rest went home. Left

me and Arep ajer. We played taiti and memory game.

About 10, he sent me to the bustop. Reached my area,

went to 7/11 again to get another chocolate !

Dear, sorry ehh if today, my mood abit haywire gitu.

Im stressed up w everything.

P.S : Im going to continue to crawl till i have enough

strength to walk again. Or maybe you could lend me your

walking stick, grandfather ? ;D Eh wait, my grandfather dont

have any walking stick. Maybe your grandfather ?

HAHAHAHA. ;D

2010-02-17T09:43:00.000-08:00

Im rotting at home today. Stucked w computer for the

past 14hours. ;D Hmm, what happened today ?

Called this someone and ended up, i got shooted

by all my mistakes.

Message for 4people. ):

Im here to apologise for all my mistakes.

Yes, i've been such a jerk friend all these while.

but that doesnt mean i dont deserve another chance.

And it seems, you guys just wanna let go of everything

just like that. What can i do ? Like that someone said,

theres no point only me that is putting effort to get things

back on track if the others not doing the same and dont

bother. What can i do more ? I did my best, but this is what

i get. And please, do not blame my Boyfriend for anything.

This problem, got nothing to do with him. Even before im

back, get close w him, im already busy and no time for you

guys. Im not there for you guys. One of you ever dedicate

this song to me "True Friend-Hannad Montana". I guess, that

song isnt for me. Like you said, your new friends are great.

So yea, that song is perfectly for them. Sigh. Im sorry for

forgetting your special day. Im sorry for not being there

when you need me. Im sorry for 'menghilangkan diri'.

Im sorry for being in relationship with someone that

all of you actually dislike. I thought you guys could

understand better. Love cant be forced. It comes naturally.

Im sorry for being such a jerk. And it seems like, you guys

have actually find better friends than me. I hope, they

wont and dont treat you guys like how i treated you.

Lastly, thanks for being part of my life. Pictures of you guys

will always be in my photo album (: iloveyou all ~

Thanks for all the joy you guys brought to my life.

Sigh, talked to Mum and Sis about this. In fact, almost all

my family members. I couldnt take this alone. Its just not

easy for me to really talk bout my problems w them. They

understand my feelings totally. Sis told me, she onced feel it

that way. Where she totally forget bout someone's special day.

She said, "itu kuase tuhan. Die tunjok, die boley buat apeape.

When die ckp, die nk kau lupe bende tuh, no matter kau set

alarm, belikan present and stuffs, kau ttp akn lupe. Tuh laa

kebesaran Allah." Talked to Nas too. Nas said something that

totally make sense that im not at fault. I shall not say it here.

But yea Nas, i agree w you. Thanks ehh dok. ;D Sis said, "some

ppl have high expectations. When they did something for ppl,

they expect the same return gitu. But yknow, in life, everyone is

different. Thats y, in life, dont expect any return when you

did something good." Aku ckp nie smue, bukan untuk saketkan

aty sape sape. But i just want people to know, im a normal

human being. I did mistakes, tried making up for it. But please,

dont expect much from me. Im aint an angel that able

to pleased everyone. Im sorry again, if i did hurt/dissappoint

anyone. I didnt mean it. Im sorry.

P.S : Will you kiss me and make my problems dissappear ?

2010-02-16T00:49:00.000-08:00

Today, woke up and Arep asked me to meet his

mum cause his mum daa tnye tnye. So yea, went over to

his house and talked to his mum for a while, and passed her

present too. Before that, called ina, wanted to meet up w her.

but she didnt ans. Its okay then. So then, me and Arep, went off
to meet Ace under the void deck. Headed to Gek Poh since i want to

have my lunch at KFC, and they wanted to buy some takraw net, which

then turned into badminton net somewhat. Okay, whatever. After that,

meet Khai, Zac, Amar, Syapikk, An and Nadya at takraw court near

Pioneer Mall, so yea. Pikk and Arep taught me to play takraw somewhat.

HAHAHA. Prangai lelaki ehh ? Okay, whatever. Cause during my primary

school times, i love to play chapteh w my beloved friends. And i could

timbang chapteh above 40times, if im not mistaken. But i dont know if

i could do it now. ;D Blablabla, coincidentally, some Banzai came and

blablabla, i dont want to describe mure, suddenly, Arep jadi attitude

towards his group of friends, and end up i got to chase and calm him down.

-.-" Arep and i headed to HQ, while the rest joined us later. So yea.

Reached home bout 22:20pm. Online, me and him are talking bout

something stupid at first when suddenly, story of the past came out

and yea, leads to some serious talking.

Dearest, forget the past. I did my mistakes. You did yours too.

We'll start afresh bie. (:

P.S : when the roof caved in, and the truth came out.

2010-02-15T12:33:00.000-08:00

Im stucked at home today !!! Im exhauted.

I woke up at ard 2plus pm. and yknow, my voice daa rock laa sei.

HAHAHAHA. All day, im stucked w computer and yea.

Basically, i didnt tell anyone yet bout my patch w him.

I know, ppl would read my blog and know about it. So yea ppl. (:

Overview of yesterday.
Dear, i know, it may not the be sweetest Valentine for us. Cause
what you planned didnt work out. We quarreled and stuffs.
But i just want you to know, i appreciate the time that you've spend
w me, and eventhough it turns out bad in the middle, im not
dissapointed, cause at the end of the day, you're officially my boyfriend
again. iloveyou, honey. ;D

P.S : I love my Mr Happy-Go-Lucky guy. ;D

2010-02-14T12:33:00.000-08:00

He's Mine again. 14 Feb '10. 22:28pm. (:

Habour Front Centre witnessed everything.

Basically, went to ECP yesterday, overnight there.

And yea, cut it short. Today is Valentine's Day.

Since Arep is from Pasir Ris Chalet w his family.
We decided to just meet up at Bedok mrt station platform.

So yea. Headed there and reached bout 12plus pm. Quickly

headed to VivoCity. We are going to catch "Valentine's Day" show

at 2.45pm. Arep booked the tickets yesterday at the AXS, so yea.

We got our place laa kan. Hee. Nice show. Very sweet. Damn Sweet

Since die daa mkn w his family, he accompany me to eat at

KFC, and i ate 3piece chicken okay ~ !! Oh shut up,

After the show, went to OCK to buy some foods. Headed to Giant

and bought some big drink. Hmm. Meet up w Ahyol, An, Wanco, Hazim and

Nadya. Headed to Henderson Waves, catching up e sunset. ;D

Blablabla shits, Arep leave me and Nadya. He told me, while he's away, he want

me to see the Valentine present he bought for me. So yea. I opened it. and

couldnt believe my eyes.. Jeng jeng jeng..

He planned to propose at the Henderson Waves, but we end up

quarreling for about 2hours. But what i find the sweetest moment, is went we're

standing, im crying like hell and he hold both my hands and waiting for me to

look up and faced him. W the nice night view scenery and stuffs. And theres

a time, i caught him crying. Darn it. Cute huh ? Sweet kan ?

Dont call a guy who cried for a girl, a kental. In fact, call him Brave-man.

Cause not all guys can put down the ego and cried for the one they love

in front of the person itself. Guys do have egos yknow. ;D

We talked things out on the way back to Habour Front. All wanted to eat

at Mc D. So yea. Went to Mc D. Soon, chilled for a while outside Habour

Front Centre. And yea. He's playing ard w Wanco and Ahyol, bout

akad nikah and stuffs.

22.28pm, in front of Habour Front Centre..

*He hold my hands, facing me, looking straight into my eyes*

Arep : Would you, Khiriah Kairudin, patch back w me and accept

me as your boyfriend again ?

*Kiki nodded*

Ahyol : alamak ! tnye laa some soalan kiki.

Kiki : Would you be faithful ? honest ? trustworthy ?

Arep : yes i would.

Kiki : would you leave me again and let me struggle again ?

Arep : no, i wont.

Kiki : yes. *smile*

Wanco : and now, you may kiss your bride.

*He leaned forward and kiss me*

*He put the ring on for me and i do the same.*

Trained home and blablabla, reached home 10mins before 12midnight

strikes. Oh darn it. Let me rate the whole day. 10/10 !

Normal start of the day. Rough in the middle, the climax laa !

and Sweet ending. Oh dear, iloveyou. (:

Alas, he's mine again and im his again, officially. ;D

P.S : Somethings have to fall apart in the beginning to turn out

into something better in the end. ;D

2010-02-13T12:17:00.000-08:00

NUR SAIENAH MOHAMMED,

HAPPY SWEET 17TH BIRTHDAY !

cheyy, daa 17 laa die. hee. Best wished ehh bebey.

kene pass ur A' lvl k. I want to see you entering U.

And yea, will get something for you very soon. Meet

up soon okay. I miss you like hell babe. ):

Hope you enjoyed ur day today. (:

P.S : im gg to ECP later ! ;D

2010-02-12T12:17:00.000-08:00

Its friday ! The supervisors told that we've having

an half-day today. Finished work at 1. Since we reached our target

and due to CNY jgak laa kan. Shared the chocolate we bought.

Me, Ken, Kak Etee, Cik Has, Ezila, Daya planned to go to Seoul Garden.

Called Syira to join us. Hmm. Managed to book table at Seoul Garden

at Northpoint at 2.30pm. So yea. Headed there and stuffs.

Took alot pichas. Great time to spend ehh w my colleuges(betol tq spell?)

Oh whatever. Arep make me angry and thanks ehh. Hahaha.

After our lunch, walked around and bought an Everlast Tshirt for
Arep this Valentine since im going out w him and i got to know,

he bought something for me yesterday.

23:57pm, 10 Feb '10.

Arep : Would u, Khiriah Kairudin, go out w me on a date on Valentine's Day.

Seriously, i was damn shocked. Okay what. So yea, blablabla.

Cik Has and Kak Etee still wanna jlnjln, but Syira, Daya and Ken wanted

to go home. I was in dilemma. So i just went home. Trained home.

Blablabla. Im sick sick sick. Got home, ate medicine and off-ed to bed.

P.S : Fever sucks !

2010-02-11T12:02:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today.

Meet up w ken and daya at JP and bought

our breakfast at LJS. So yea. ;D

Went to work, blablabla shit. After work, went

to central, to get some chocolates for tmr.

Thinking of giving everyone a chocolate, since

Valentine's Day is approaching. and yea, spread the love.

Me and Ken bought some chocolates and she went home while

i got my fringe cut. Thinking of meeting up w him, since im near his house

laa kan. But he's at town w his friends. So, i went straight home and

off-ed to bed. Basically, im having a fever. It started off w a sore

throat. ;D

P.S : It’s hard to find someone whom you truly love, much less to find someone who loves you as much. When the chance comes, don't ever let go.

2010-02-10T11:32:00.000-08:00

I paitao Ken, Supposed to meet her at JP

to buy some breakfast at LJS. Sorry babe,

Woke up late. Said to her, she didnt have to buy for me

anything. We'll just meet up at work laa kan. Reached bustop

ard 8am. But guess-ed what. Waited, till 8.45, the bus

haven arrive taw ! My work place is at Jurong East okay.

So, i gave up, didnt go to work. Yea, i know, today, the supervisor.
Patricia gave Zhen Zhang $100 to order pizza hut. Haiyaa !

Called Arep, to wake him up since i know he's not going to school
today. 9plus, i walked towards central. Blablabla shit.

Called and meet up w him under the void deck.

Called mummy and told her, im not going to work. and

she told me shes gg to the market and asked me to pay some installment

at courts. Blabla, Arep and I had our hunch at Mc D at Pioneer mall.
Walked home, took atm card and courts card, changed into

some better looking clothes and out i go ! -.-"

Went to Jp and paid some bills laa kan. Then we went to Bugis.

Cause i diedie wanna shop. Blablabla, we went to Iluma, and bought
tickets to "The spy next door movie." 5.25pm show. Alright.

Soon, after the show, we headed home. And im exhausted. ;D

11am - 8pm, im stuck w Arep. -.-"

P.S : That movie made me cry !

2010-02-09T10:56:00.000-08:00

Basically, went to work and rot.

And at the end of the dat, meet up Arif Zul. -.-"

This time, Yus went back home w us jugak.

Took 99, bounced back to Clementi. And back

to Jurong West. ;D Kite mmg tqder keje.

Have to accept that. ;D

Oh yar, and tonight, i fought w a jerk. ;D

Critise all you want. For all i know, you have a handsome face.

not a good heart. So yea. ;D

P.S : Org mcm kiki and arep mmg suke taking

transportation yang bounce bounce again and again. ;D

2010-02-08T10:26:00.000-08:00

Basically, today is Syira's last day of work.

Wahhhhhh ~ *sobsob* So sad, cause im so

gonna miss her, man ! But she actually

totally bring a wide smile, can i say, bigbigbig

laugh today.

*Kiki wearing earpiece, Syira and Ezila talking bout something*

*Kiki took out the earpiece, dngn muke serious.*

Syira : nk tnye die mcm takot laa.

Kiki : huh ? ape ?

Syira : nk tnye something, tgk ur face, seram.

Kiki : laa, ape die. *grin*

Syira : what is kepale-buto ? how to use it ?

*Kiki burst out laughing*

Kiki : Matter fact, you shouldn't even learn how to use it.
Its a bad word yknow.

Syira : oh really ahh ? what it means arh ?

Kiki : k, it just means. the cap of a c*ck.

*Kiki continue laughing*

Ezila : ahh ~ thats the most right description. I dont know

how to ans seii when she asked me that.

Kiki : syira syira. last day buat klaka. *laugh*

After work, went to meet Arep, last minute call.

He said, he's at Toh Guan, and mcm waiting for me gitu laa.

(: Thats all folks. ;D

P.S : What you've got to say, is my biggest fear.

2010-02-07T10:02:00.000-08:00

Kiki, Arep and Zac. Basically, went out w Arep and Zac.

Arep fetched me under my void deck. and off-ed

we went to catch up w Zac at Jrng Point. Bounce to Joo Koon

and off-ed to Habour Front. Hee. Jalanjalan, found what

we're looking for. But we chilled first and went to
eat first. Went to Banquet and had our lunch. Then went to

Candy Empire. Arep bought 200g of chocolate hazelnut.

Soon, we went to the rooftop, Arep spotted Wawan and his Girlf.

Hee, so yea. Chilled and we enjoyed the chocolate. To me and Zac,

the chocolate taste great. Psl Free. ;D

Went to the shop that we've targeted the present thingy.

Planned to catch "My Ex" at 9pm show, but Zac pehh pandai.
He came forward. And the ticket office checked our pass.

And because Zac belom 16, terpakse cancel the plan.

Backup plan. We headed to Time Zone (i think) and had our

pool game. ;D At about 10. Trained home.

P.S : Want to but i cant help it. ;D

2010-02-06T04:42:00.000-08:00

Basically, went to work.

The second saturday to cover up for CNY.

Thought of going out w GFs. but planned cancelled.

Cause only me and Shiqa able to make it. So yea.

Last minute planned, texted Arep. And meet up
w lex under the void deck. So yea, tmr. Me, Zac

and Arep decided to go out. Maybe to Vivo. Zac

want to find his friend's present. (:

P.S : The words keep on replay-ing. ;D

2010-02-05T04:42:00.000-08:00

Nothing much yesterday.

Today, okayokay laa. Im working as usual.

Tomorrow, high possibility going out w GFs. But seems like

plans abit cocked up. Alrightalright. Today, syira and daya

didnt come. Since at JJC, theres a camp being held. For

the juniors yg baru masok. Ina went for the camp till tmr.

Eka is busy. Thats why me and shiqa didnt know if the plans

gonna work out. Crapped in office, as usual.

*Kiki going crazy. Jay Sean Jay Sean Jay Sean..,

talking bout him..*

Kiki : haiyaa. dislike botak guys. but i dont know, how can

i like love Jay Sean.

Ken : ah tuh laa.

Kiki : aku gilekan chris brown dulu, die pon botak.

Ken : nk katekan, smue penyanyi American botak ehh. Like Iyaz.

Kiki : ya. Like Chris Brown, Jay Sean, Massari, Shanye Ward.

But dorang maseh hot !

Ezila : oh yea ! Massari ~ hot..

Kiki : aku rase kan. kalaw aku ade mataer, and die nk masok NS,

aku ckp w die, tqyh jmpe aku smp rambot die tumboh.

Ezila : kalaw gitu, lpas NS aru crik mataer laa.
Kiki : sape ? Jay Sean ?

Ken and Ezila : bukan laaaaaaaaaa ! Dngrdngr Jay Sean pegy NS.

Due to being so obsessed w Jay Sean. Dats the effect.

Kwangkwangkwang. Sorry babes. HAHAHA. On the way home,

shared w Ken, whats bothering me the whole day. Walked

ard Pioneer Mall, send her home. And blablabla.

Went home, Ken lend me her umbrella. So yea. Thats all folks ! ;D

P.S : Shawty like a melody in my head. ;D

2010-02-03T03:49:00.000-08:00

2nd February '10.

Alright, basically, i had a very bigbig pain on my backbone.

I guess due to my upcoming menses laa kan.

Took early leave, ard 1plus. After lunch. Flagged cab

and went to catch w mum at Jurong West and off-ed we went

home. And straight go, bed.

3rd February '10.

First, woke up. Off-ed to Polyclinic to get an MC.

I didnt come for work. So hell yea. Decided to meet

up w Arep. We have some problems and i want to get things

back on track. Meet up w him under his void deck since

he just got back from school. And blablabla.

He sent me to the bustop and thats where i got to know an

awful truth. Fuck it. ;D

P.S : Mean whatcha say. Indifferent. ;D

2010-02-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

Nothing much. Standard, work ajer laa kan.

Nasi briyani again and again. Donut donut donut. Weee ~

Hahaha. ahh ! the other day, Atoi texted and told he actually

dreamt of me. Baek per iskandar. ;D

Forgotten to update about this dailog.

*Ken went to toilet, and went out back*

Ken : kalau tqder org bobal tu maknenye tqder org ?

Kiki : dengar dengar dalam toilet, org bobal per.

*All laughed*

Syira : mara seii die.

Kiki : bongok seii.

Ezila : Mesti die pat rumah, bobal sendiri dlm toilet.

Kak Etee : A'ah, bobal ngn taik.

Kiki : Ayam bertelor, riuh sekampong, ke itik ehh ?

Ezila : Itik laa. Psl itik tq slalu bertelor.

Syira : Meaning, besarkan small matter ?

Kiki : Ya. Mcm kau ken, jarang bodoh, dpt bodoh, semue kecoh.

Ken : kau kurang ajar.

*kiki grin*

Went home straight. Was too tired. Not in the mood. Having

a slight PMS laa kan. Haiyaa.

Im not in a good mood right now. Slight problem w someone.

"Its always been her." All i want to say now.

Those who actually have no life, just please, stay away from my affair.

For godsake, dont kpo about ppl's life. Opps, i know why. You guys are

bored w your own life, till you have to tell people, what i did. Thanks

for making me famous. Hahaha. Love you. (: No offence, anyone. ;D

P.S : Moral of the story, get a life. (:

2010-01-31T08:32:00.000-08:00

Woke up late today, till i received 2mgs

from Arep and 2missed calls. Weyy, org blom mati laa. HAHAHA !

Watched tv, ate, bath and meet Arep. Blablabla. Chill-ed w lex

under the void deck till 9plus pm. Bus-ed home. Followed mum
and dad to eat dinner at Ayza's. (:

Thats all folks !

P.S : I find two ppl sharing a soup together, is sweet. Random. -.-"

2010-01-30T08:15:00.000-08:00

Work, borinnggg ~

Saturday, work ? *yawn* No life !

Arep called, and asked if i want him to fetch.

Forget it sudaa. Jmpe pat jurong point jer. Haha.

Headed to Jurong point straight, cause i wanted to do

my POSB bank card. Blablabla, the atm full house

gitu lor. So, we headed to Central. Central pon ramai org !
Got my money, and off-ed to KFC. I diedie want KFC laa kan.

Meet up w Ace and Zac too. Soon, Bak came. And yea,

me and arep catched American Pie 7 at Zac's ipod. Hillarious

movie. Haha. Ard 10.30pm, after chilling under the void deck,

bus-ed home. (:

On the phone w arep for a while and off-ed to sleep.

P.S : Love is when some one breaks our heart in many pieces and the most amazing thing is that we still love them with all broken pieces of our heart.

2010-01-29T08:06:00.000-08:00

Today, went to work as usual.

I totally forgot that i asked abg ian and kakak to

catch w me, wayang. So yea. We catched

Santau at westmall, 7.40pm show. Arep catched it

on the same day, but different timing. He catched it

earlier, so yea. Wasnt our luck to bump into each other.

The movie, was great. Could relate to real life story.

And its scaryyy ~ Alright, so the movie, off-ed

to west coast w kak nana(abg ian's sis) and boyf.

Blablabla, headed home ard 12, and off-ed to

bed. Im working tmr !!! Cover up for CNY.

P.S : True love is not about being with someone you trust. It's about bieng with someone who is capable of breaking your heart but trusting them not to.

2010-01-28T07:51:00.000-08:00

Today's post, life, fun plus hillarious. Plus exciting laa kan.

Ate my nasi briyani, ate too much, till im bloated.

Kiki : korang pena makan sup lidah ?

Ken : lidah sape ?

Kiki : tqkn kau pnye, kambeng bodoh.

*Ken laughed at her own stupidity*

Kiki : korang pena makan sup bontot ? And pls, this time,

tqmau tnye aku bontot sape ehh ken !

*Ken laughed again*

Took early leave, couldnt stand my stomach cramp.

Went to Imm, headed to OCK for a while and meet up w Arep.

Reached there, was sitting at playground area with Yus and Rain too.

When a group of small kids, came w waterbomb. And thre waterbombs

at us. Great huh. Being so childish, i gave them a packet on chili inside

OCK plastic bag, cause i took alot. So yea, Yus threw it at the most

kurang ajar boy. And there goes his shirt. Drenched w chili. Huahuahua.

Suddenly, i have this feeling, they are gonna chase after us. And they did !
Ape lagi ~ Perot saket ke taq, lari jer mcm nk mampos ! Cause one of

the kids, kejar us w batang penyapu ! Damn fuck ehh. Crossed the

main road, climbing over the railing, when i got stucked and Yus and

Arep tried to help me. Hahaha. Prangai YP kann.

Headed home, and yea. Okayokay, done

w this post. *wink*

P.S : No one is too young for love because love doesn't come from your mind, which knows your age but from your heart, which pumps that feeling through your veins.

2010-01-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

Nothing much at work today. Simply nothing, bored.

Standardised laa kan. Haha. Alright, today, got

my posting result ard 7plus am. I got into

Singapore Polytechnic. My very first choice laa seii.

Business admistration, the cut off point is 13. Just

my luck huh ? Hahaha. Well yea. So yea.

The guy yg kaki busuk tuh, was doing these 5stacks

of invoices laa kan.

Ezila : 5 bundles, 5 hari.

Kiki : Jgn kutok laki, syurge bwh tapak kaki laki taw.

*All laughed*

Ezila : Hadis mane kau blaja ?

Kiki : ohh tq ehh ? thought kene taat pat laki ?

Daya/Syira : tuh syurge bwh tapak kaki mak laa.

How stupid can i be laa kan. After work, meet up w Arep

at Toh Guan area. Off-ed to IMM and had our OCK.

Bus-ed home and home sweet home. (:

Fought w someone, when he told

me that i dont care about any of my friends anymore.

Just so you know, jangan kaitkan masalah kwn, just because

you hate to see w who im seeing now. For god sake, dont expect ppl

to follow ur ways. Ppl know what they want and need in life to be happy

and stuffs. You dont live my life. Sorry ehh, i dont mean to be a

bustard here. But c'mon, im a human being, i have my own life.

I decide what i want. Doesnt mean, you hate that someone, you should

ask me to hate that person too. And if you're my true friend, you'll be

always by my side, supporting. NOT SCOLDING ME !

p.s : Do you love me because I am beautiful, or am I beautiful because you love me?

2010-01-26T08:46:00.001-08:00

So much things happened at work just now.

A new guy, started work. And i swear, his feet smells !

First thing that ever made me wanna faint early in

the morning, is his shoe and socks !!! Till, a supervisor, thought

someone actually brought Nasi Briyani ! Damnn shittt !

After lunch, he wore his socks into the company and everyone

couldnt stand the smell. Everyone took tissue and put minyak angin.

Damn hillarious siol. I feel like fainting, seriously.

Dayah : I wanna bring gloves.

Syira : dont be weirdo.

Kiki : im thinking of bringing one too.

Dayah : see, im not weirdo. Yknow, Snow city.. $7 per hour.

Kiki : huh ?! for gloves ?!

*Ezila laughed hard*

Dayah : no, i mean the entry fee.

*Everyone laughed at me, thanks !*

Ken : muke die mcm edward cullen.

Kiki : awww ~ edward cullen...

Ezila : muke die dlm movie mcm tq mandi seii.
Kiki : yaa. jacobbb ~~~ awwww ~

*All was like, awwww, jacobb ~*

Kiki : wendy jacob..

*Ezila laughed*

Others : whos that ?

Kiki : bini fandee ahmad laa !!!!

Ezila : guys, i gtg off early. nk pegy mustafa.

Kiki : laa, daa dpt dekni, nk carik yg baru plakkk.

Ezila : kuang asam pnye budak !

*All laughed*

Ken : make sure bwk balek, jangan yg ade bau taww ~

*All laughed again*

Soon, headed to Toh Guan to meet Arep. Chilled for a while,

and then bus-ed home to Jurong West, meet Ace, Zac, Bak, Aan, Ahyol,

Khai and Aidil. So yea, chilled till 10plus pm. The guys are talking bout

Valentine.. Well yea..

P.S : How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love?

2010-01-25T08:39:00.000-08:00

Superb random day laa kan today.

Alright, nothing much. Was moody early in the morning,

caused due to some problems that i faced, being paranoid

and stuffs. Till, Syira actually asked me. Why am i so

quiet today, somethings wrong. And yea, who the hell wanted

to tell their problem just like that kan. Hais. Soon, things

get better as that someone actually made me feel better

again. Hahaha. Thanks yaw. Was cheerful again.

Ken took leave today, obviously, its her 4th year anniversary

w Hazwan Syakir. Hehe. Last longer, or can i say, forver ? (:

Certain stupid things just happened, Ezila actually went out of the lift,

at 2nd storey, by thinking that its actually the 1st storey. Hahaha.

Went home, had a good rest and im back to the optimistic khiriah !

P.S : Two things only a man cannot hide: that he is drunk and that he is in love.

2010-01-24T08:32:00.000-08:00

Sumpah, nothing much today.

Slacked at home, the whole day. Trying to clear

my mind off something. No mood to do anything !

Since parents off-ed to Johor. Left me and sis.

Asked if she wanna eat outside, so was about to go out

when bro called, and told that his wife and him wanted to

join us. So yea. Together gather, went to 456.

Abang : Rozie tuh ari cabotkan bulu kening org.

Kakak : ehh ? nmpk biase jer.

Abang : a'ah laa. Amek bulu jubo, behh tampal.

Pathetic huh ? Hahaha. thats my brother. Headed home,

drank milo and went to sleep. Trying hard to clear my mind off

everything and dont be a paranoid ass. Haiyaa.

P.S : Valentine ?

2010-01-23T08:08:00.000-08:00

Last minute plan. I diedie wanna go out saturday !

Oh c'mon, mon to fri have been working okayy !

Went to catch Toothfairy w Arep. Hari nie, hari bodoh

aku taw. Pmpn jakon, tq pena masok grand cathay.

The movie, was great. Rating, 4 over 5 laa kan.

Soon, we walked to Plaza Singapura,

then headed to City Hall to meet the Ace, Zac and

Pikk. Before that, stupid hillarious moment. Was

taking the escalator, when a makcik looked at me so

weirdly gitu. Arep wonder, and he looked at my face.

Guess what !

Arep : Pe sal ngn muke ?!

Kiki : huh ? apeape ?

*Arep laughed*

Arep : Klakar rabak ! ape nik itamitam.

*He wipe it off*

Kiki : ape ade seii ? shape ape ?

Arep : itamitam, mcm charcoal, shape kucing. *continued laughing*

You know, ade one black dot, on my nose, two stripes

on each cheek. Like whiskers gitu. Macam mane nta bleyy jadi gitu.

And i swear, that freaking Arif Zul couldnt stop laughing at me.

Ass huh ? Hahaha. Hari bodoh aku.

Hari bodoh arep jgak taw.

*Arep carrying my beg,out of HMV*

Arep : mane begg ?!

Kiki : errr, tuh.. What do you think you're carrying ?

Arep : oh, ohhh.

*I laughed like stupid ass*

Reached Marina, since Ace didnt wanna eat at McD

Kite tapao, and Ace wanted to eat by the esplanade bay.

Arep refused due to some masalah dalaman. ;D

So, i gave suggestion, why not at Boat Quay kann. Chilled

at Boat Quay, while they had their mc d meal.

Ace said, "vampire tak gosok gigi."

So yea. Charlobeteh ard 10plus. Reached boon lay ard 11plus.
Something stupid happened at bus interchange.
Ace was disturbing me for some reason.
Chased him like mad dog, he ran toward the door, but the door
didnt managed to open in time, and he got a smack.
He was like shouting, "oiyy ! bukak bodow."
Only Arep, Zac and me know this freaking incident.
Damn hillarious. Chilled out at playground.
Whilewaiting for sis to finish her clinic. Soon, Ace, Zac and Arep headed
home ard 11.40plus. And off-ed to eat w sis at PM.
Balek, mandi, conference w Ace, Arep, Irni.

Soon, talked privately w this someone, which caused me

to be paranoid about something. Sigh.

Kejadian bodoh aku. Arep jer paham.

1) Wrong entrance to Grand Cathay, w so much confidence.

2) Went up 2nd floor, thought the LJS have 2storey.

3) Cat-charcoal day.

P.S : Love is the condition in which the happiness of another person is essential to your own.

2010-01-22T07:57:00.000-08:00

Today, cik Has didnt come. So yea, no one to disturb

gitu lor. Haiyaa. Hmm, nothing much today.

Not much nonsense.

Jimmy : S is for handsome like me.

No link siol jimmy.

*Otw home, walked pass carpark*

Kiki : ape brand urh krete nikk ?

Kak Etee : brand-sek !

Kiki : kuang asam, org tnye betolbetol.

*By the roadside, sportcar passed by*

Kak Etee : krete aku, tq pulang alek.

Kiki : ahh ye laa.

Kin : Relek ajer ehh kate gitu, tq panic taw nk kejar.

*All laughed*

Reached home, came down again to meet Zyp, Ina and Shiqa.

Decided to catch movie w sis and abg ian, but failed. So yea.

At night, someone told me a hurtful truth. Sigh.

P.S : Love me and the world is mine.

2010-01-21T07:06:00.000-08:00

Work work work. Blablabla,

Cik Has said, she'll be taking leave tomorrow.

Alahaii ~ no one to disturb. Haiyaa.

But nehmind ! Tomorrow is friday.

Which means, last day of working for the week !

Yay ~ ! After lunch, crapped till 6pm

w dayahh, syira, ezy and ken. 5plus, adila

started to join our crappy session. ;D

Lovelovelove them. (:

P.S : If you judge people, you have no time to love them.

2010-01-20T07:00:00.000-08:00

Today ehh. As usual laa kan. Work work work.

Above picha, picha of the day, after lunch. Me,

Ken gone nuts. Freaking irritating huh ?

After work, headed to Toh Guan, meet up w him again.

Headed to IMM again, and chilled out. Bus-ed home.

Reached home ard 10plus. ;D

Had a small tiff w him. Insecurity wont bring you

anywhere. Trust = everything. Cheer up bebey. (:

P.S : It's easy to fall in love. The hard part is finding someone to catch you.

2010-01-19T06:49:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today. Just work, and home.

As usual. Hahaha. Half-way thru the day,

im slacking like a pig ! Damn tired. I dont know why.

Suddenly, i remember a very nonsensical face that arep did

yesterday. Immediately, im energetic and keep smiling.

That freaking face, is freaking funny. I bet, no one

ever seen it before. *wink*

P.S : Immature love says, "I love you because I need you." Mature love says, "I need you because I love you."

2010-01-18T06:38:00.000-08:00

Nothing much today. As usual, its monday.

The start of a new week. Work start too.

Alright. Had lunch at Al-amin. Me and ken is so

in love w Nasi Briyani now. Hahaha. Nice nehh,

had lunch below mrt track. ;D (above picha).

Copied from Ken's blog.

Kin : kak etee buat scanning byk scan line !

Kiki : tuh ah !

Kak etee asking kak hana : mcm mane nk ilangkan scan line ?

Kin : tarok KODOK pat dlm, nnt scan line ilang.

*All laughed*

Ken ken, doesnt mean she melatah kodok, she must do everything

related to kodok, yknow. Hahaha. Hmm, after work, headed to Toh Guan.

Arep waited for me. Went to IMM, walk here and there. Ended up at

the water water area. Then off-ed to buy Old Chang Kee, then took

bus 99 home.

P.S : I dropped a tear in the ocean, the day that I find it is the day I'll stop loving you.

2010-01-17T06:26:00.000-08:00

Today, woke up and followed mummy to market.

In the evening, Sharul asked me to accompany him to

watch his soccer match, but im quite lazy to go somewhere

yg quite far gitu lor. Went to JP, to return some library books, die

die must return. Mon to Fri, got no time, you see. And, i got

fine, due to 'late returning' books. Haha. Headed to Central,

to get some eye brow threading done, but luck wasnt by my side.

The shop closed. Texted Arep and asked if Lex at HQ. Yes, they

are. Since im close to HQ, just dropby laa kan. Chilled out.

Ard 7, had some serious talk w Arep, till 9plus pm. Went home,

feeling a little down. I wont elaborate more. (:

P.S : When you feel alone, just look at the spaces between you fingers, and remember that's where my fingers fit perfectly.

2010-01-16T05:10:00.000-08:00

Today : Superb !

Eventhough didnt able to go out w my kaki gereqs.

Back up plan ! Here i come !

Off-ed to Bugis w Lex + Rizal and his Gf. (:

Went to market w family first. (:

First, meet up w Arep, and went to national library

at Bugis to meet Wanco. Wanco was w his gf. Meet

up, and 6plus, his gf, gotta go off. Zac come soon, then, went to Iluma

for a while. While Wanco sent her gf to Mrt Station. Me, Arep, Wanco

and Zac went to Qiji. Me and Arep ate, but Zac and Wanco only had their

drinks. Suddenly, Arep's parents plus his lil bro entered Qiji and ended up,

sitting beside us. I quickly washed my hands and salam his mum.

Cik Maryam : Mcm mane result ?

Kiki : Umm, alhamdullilah, passed.

Cik Maryam : dapat mane ? *smile*

Kiki : Duedue, poly and jc dpt, but choose poly.

Cik Maryam : hmm, bagos. *nodded*

Soon, went to Iluma again, and chilled out at the rooftop. While

waiting for Ace and Khai to reach there. Blablabla, 8plus, off-ed

to meet Rizal and his gf near Raffles Hospital. And off-ed we go

to Haji Lane. Had sheesha. Ended our sheesha session, ard 10plus.

Since Ace really really dying to play arcade. If not, he will sulk and

i swear, it sucks. Alright. Rushed to Iluma back again, played arcade.

11plus, headed home. Reached Jurong at 12plus.

Headed home sweet home.

P.S : A life without love, is like a year without summer.

2010-01-15T04:49:00.000-08:00

Its friday ! Last day of working of the week !

Lots of fun. And trust me, ken and me, nonsense rabak !

*Out from office, off-ed to lunch*

Hidayah : ehh, kin, u're wearing the company's slipper.

Ken : alamazz !

*Kiki was about to laugh at Ken, but look at her feet first*

Kiki : alamak ! baru nk ketawe kan kau ! Skali aku pon same sak !

*All laughed*

Moral of the story : Always bring mirror to reflect urself. Hahaha !

*-In the morning, in lift-*

*Ken smell her water bottle*

*-Lunch, in lift-*

*Ken smell her bottle and ppl keep looking*

Kiki : kiwak ken, stop it sia. Mcm pyscho siak !

*-In office-*

*Ken smell her hair*

*Kiki gave a pathetic face and Ken laughed*

An hour later, Tamie offered us some bread.

*Ken smell the bread*

Kiki : argh ken !!!! Pyscho ! Stop it bodow. Kau kenape

sia nari. Smue bende kau nk bau !

Ezila : kenape kenape ?

Kiki : die arh. First bau bottle, second rambot, skrg roti.

ape kene nta.

*All laughed*

Kak Hana : agaknye tuh bkn mataer die laa. kwn die tq..

Ezila : agaknye laa.

Kiki : sape sape sape ?

Ezila : sebok jer taw.. Hahahaha !

Kiki : a'ah ehh. mane ade taik, situ ade lalat.

*All laughed*
Kak Hana : Naseb laa ki tqnk masok jc, fail malay. Peribahase

ape nta die pki.

*Everyone agreed* Fuck shit. ;D

Work ended, and off-ed to Toh Guan. Since Arep is waiting for me

at Toh Guan while playing soccer gitu lor. Headed there, and

soon, off-ed home. Something happened along the way,
that made us quarrel and end up being in some kind of a bad mood state.

P.S : The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and to be loved in return.

2010-01-14T04:05:00.000-08:00

Basically, theres nothing much today alright.

Went to work w Ken. So many funny things

to update, on what happened in the office. But hell

yea, work is getting better everyday, w great colleques.

Alright, some stupid convo.

*Ken cocok Cik Has*

Cik Has : Oh kolok kolok kolok ~ *melatah*

*Ken cocok Kak Etee*

Kak Etee : Mak kau kodok kodok kau. *melatah*

Everybody: (Laughing their ass off!)

Went home after work. Weepee !

P.S : When you love someone, it's something. When someone loves you, it's another thing. When you love the person who loves you back, it's everything.

2010-01-13T09:18:00.000-08:00

For the first part of the day, i wasnt in a good mood.

After lunch, im in a good mood again. Being so

cocky, me and ken crapped non-stop. We sang

dangdut and hindustan songs.

Joke of the day. Orgorg office jer paham.

Ken : cik has mahal seii !

Kiki : huh ?! die mahal ?! letak pat flea market, pon tq laku seii !

Cik Has : kuang asam peh budak !

*all people laughed*

Ken told me, after i get this job, the company is much more lively

w my cocky-nonsense attitude. Haha. If that's true, then its good.

Im happy, as i managed to make some people happy and make the

company come to live. Hehe. Im glad. (:

P.S : A million words wouldnt bring you back, I know because I tried.

Neither would a million tears, I know because I've cried.